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I had so many plans, of sweet things to send people, and yet… I end up not giving them. A disheartening of sorts. A very distant feeling takes over me. There’s been an emptiness of sorts that seems to have gone ahead of me, just waiting for me to fall into it.
I’ve been meditating on emptiness. Sometimes I miss being depressed. Everybody seems to be more interested in depression and misery than these moments of blankness. I don’t know what to say, really. I’ve never been this healthy before, though.
Well… some things must end. But before I could begin to be poignant about it, it’s not that I must do or say anything more. I merely have to acknowledge that it has ended. I’m not sure if I woke up, or fell asleep, but whenever I return, it’s no longer there. Emptiness.
Goodbye 2010. I loved you.
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